A Deep Silence
The experiments did have a unbelievable effect! At once I could really see what those books are telling about. It's a little strange but from that moment I became more silent. Now there is a deep Silence even when the 'outside' life shows more excitement . Every morning I open my eyes and notice that thinking appears, that my human body gets up and starts the morning routine. Emptiness is looking in the mirror at that face which is different from some years ago and so on. But it's very difficult to go on playing the 'normal life' game. When I see people (Me in different energy combinations) struggling and talking about their struggle, most of the time without words, I want to wake them up out of the nightmare but at the same time I know that it's impossible. Of course this is also a part off my daydream! M.